“Teen Mom” star Farrah Abraham‘s sex tape journey has been one fraught with drama. From the initial reveal by porn star James Deen that he filmed a porn with the 21-year-old to her recent sale of the video to Vivid Entertainment for close to a million dollars, it’s been a strange journey to watch as an observer.

That’s assumedly why Abraham has felt the need to come forward and defend her decision-making to the public. In a strange confession video released on the social media website Keek, Abraham says she made the tape to “celebrate [her] awesome body” and wasn’t going to sell the video — now titled “Backdoor Teen Mom” — until Deen told the world they’d done the deed.

“So on the real, what would you do?” Abraham says in the video. “You have been a single mother for four years, off and on dating loser-a** boys who always try to sell information, lie to you, manipulate, and you just realize you’re an awesome person and you deserve someone? And, now that you’ve been 21, you’ve pretty much been crying every night because you’re single and you’re alone?”

She continues, “And so you make your own video, celebrate your awesome body, get your own sexy shots. So the person you did this with has the urge to yell it out when he should be professional and not. So, you have companies interested. Why not sell it? And that’s what I did.”

Do you believe Abraham’s side of the story?

Posted by:Terri Schwartz