Fans are getting a big look into Ke$ha‘s personal life in the new MTV reality series “Ke$ha: My Crazy Beautiful Life,” and it’s nice to see how the pop star leans on those closest to her in her times of need. In a sneak peek from tonight’s episode, Ke$ha gets cheered up by her crew while being down in the dumps about her relationship troubles.

“To get my mind off the demise of yet another relationship, my crew decide to take me on a very embarrassing walk down memory lane,” Ke$ha says in the above Zap2it exclusive clip.

Though we don’t get to see to all of Ke$ha’s embarrassing videos, we do get a first look at some of her drunk behind-the-scenes antics from her 2009 appearance at Lollapalooza. It’s hilarious to see that, even while intoxicated, Ke$ha makes sure to clarify that she only “borrowed” that bottle of Stoli vodka.

During a recent interview with Zap2it, the “Die Young” singer says that the life of a pop star isn’t as great as some may seem.

“It’s really not a very glamorous lifestyle for a large percentage of the time,” she says. “I think that growing up I always thought [of] anyone who’s a touring musician, ‘Oh, it sounds so glamorous.’ But the truth is it’s most of the time really kind of scummy and not glamorous at all. I want to show the real s***.”

“Ke$ha: My Crazy Beautiful Life” airs Tuesdays on MTV at 11:00 p.m. ET/PT.

Posted by:Terri Schwartz